Letters (Ernesto’s blog)

Last sight..
cannot talk straight
the walls between us
hides what I feel while
moments, eaten by silence…

your eyes…
the affections..
the beats are too fast…
but still
the voices don’t come out

as I ask,
I can’t move
I can hardly breathe
I’m afraid
I was afraid
because someday
you’ll walk away

your first goodbye
was said
I tried
I tried to reach
your presence
between the walls
of the corridor

You’re still
reachable by the eyes
I know it’s the end
I run for my selfishness
and try to reach you
by the hand

I tried to conceal
from your eyes
I tried
to walk gently
for I’m afraid
if you’ll be startled

I’ve overtake the speed
I’d to take all
the risk
just to see
your walks
for the last time

I still
follow your path
so I could watch
how this will be
as I walk
behind your presence

Too many
for me to
get you ears
The fear you caused me
turned into selfishness

I’ve wait
for you to be alone
so I could say
what’s really meant

I ran fast
I still don’t mind
that you’ll not be
as I thought

I was able
to reach you by the hand
but it doesn’t reflect the
words you said
What should I expect?
one thing but nothing
but I was so selfish
to tell all

Standing beside the running wheels
Some eyes are stared to us
I tried to pretend
that I won’t get hurt
as I said
those thoughts
to you

At last
you’re able to understand
but what I get
was your end
….
The light and dark disappeared
as I heard it

It repeats on my brain
infinitely
and I said it’s okay
for I know
and I ended to hide my innocence

I still tried to
take back
I tried to reach you again
but that was the end

You
you still don’t look back
but why should I expect?
my last sight for you
as I reach you by the eyes

The day ended..
The words
are still in me
Maybe it’ll not fade
for your answers are all I’ve waited
that time

I walk the second day
with nothing to keep
but the words
that I heard
and the longing
of my eyes to see you
but it was the end