Letters (Ernesto’s blog)

Another day folks! I been dying to reach home early for sleeping sessions because the days are soo!!, busy.. What’s happening? Well, there are too many things to be arranged now..

I feel so affected…but I guess!, Yeah! moving on (oh!, not me!). Finally, new, new, and new…three news!!..

I guessed that I was to hollow for it, for that thing..

Oh!, I remembered that question..Which do you prefer?

blah blah blah…B was chosen, I choosed letter A
Ok, I admit…I learned to love, to breathe, to live again and you were the reason…but BOOM!, I heard something, there’s one waiting

B was executed, and shot through the main target…(Help me, I’m bleeding)
Since that day, I was so disappointed, to myself…It made me somewhat OPTIMISTIC, but I realized, “this is not me.”

Fortunately, I was able to go back to that idiotic characteristics…I learned to find my weaknesses..

I woke up each morning dealing with some lies I learned to beLIEve…I know my limitations, I’m ugley, I’m an idiot, I suck more than anyone, I’m a disgrace to my peers…so how can I believe to my lies…

I admit that I used to believe them, It made a big change…a wrong change…views, presses, and more presses..

A little handworks and crappy thinking also…

I thought that…..yea it is just a dream
How I wished that both of us could see the bells, silks, the petals…
Walking into that piece of cloth…towards the cross…
Because I used to believe that lie…

I loved you, I don’t know if you loved me..haha…

I know you’ll be safe between the walls separating us..
I’ll be always just as what I am…
I am sorry if I can’t reached what did you expect..

In this work, I said the things…
but…you may not have time to read it…